Koca bir \u00e7\u0131nar a\u011fac\u0131y\u0131m
\nAma dimdik duruyorum
\nSonbaharda yapraklar\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fccem \u00fczerine
\nYaz\u0131n senin g\u00f6lgen olucam
\nAld\u0131\u011f\u0131n her nefeste i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekti\u011fin ben olucam
\nSenden uzakta, ama sana \u00e7ok yak\u0131n…<\/p>\n
Evimden uzaktay\u0131m buras\u0131 sisli bir ma\u011fara
\nI\u00e7imi d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm onlarca \u015fark\u0131, dertli bir nara
\nBug\u00fcn de yoksun be, g\u00f6zleri manam
\nDe\u011fi\u015fen bi ka\u00e7 \u015fey d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ayn\u0131 vuslat\u0131m hala<\/p>\n
Birde memleketim kokuyor bu ara ge\u00e7ti\u011fim yollar
\nSeni se\u00e7ti\u011fim anlar g\u00f6z\u00fcmde canlan\u0131r hala
\nVe kirpiklerimi \u0131slatan \u015fu falsolu sonlar
\nSan\u0131r\u0131m kaybetti\u011fim gen\u00e7li\u011fim onlar<\/p>\n
Birden soluklanma hissi gelip kapl\u0131yor \u00f6mr\u00fc
\nSen de idare et yoruldum da vay deli g\u00f6nl\u00fcm
\nSen diye say\u0131klayan bir ezberi g\u00f6md\u00fc,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fehir ve nefreti g\u00f6rd\u00fcm…<\/p>\n
D\u00f6n bi o\u011fluna bak bo\u011faz\u0131 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi ana
\nBug\u00fcnde susuyorum, unutmam ama
\nKalbimin duvarlar\u0131n\u0131 lin\u00e7 ettim kar\u0131\u015fma bana
\nBug\u00fcnde i\u00e7iyorsam konu\u015fmamana…<\/p>\n
Art\u0131 kafam\u0131 kurcal\u0131yor sonu\u00e7lar ana
\nE\u011fer vicdan\u0131n rahatsa gel hakl\u0131y\u0131m de bana
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcme bak\u0131nca, bulam\u0131yorsan eski seni
\nBug\u00fcn git o sa\u00e7lar\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131k aynalarda tara<\/p>\n
(Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n her nefeste i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekti\u011fin ben olucam)
\n(Seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e \u0131s\u0131n\u0131cak)
\n(Is\u0131n\u0131cak bulutlara \u00e7\u0131k\u0131cam)<\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l bir intikam
\nGeriye bak, b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir inziva
\nDaha da iyisi var, uzatma art\u0131k
\nSen zarars\u0131z sansan da karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n zehri var…<\/p>\n
Bu yorgunlu\u011fun de\u011feri var
\nA\u015fk\u0131n, kalbin ve g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6nl\u00fc dar
\nBu evin, bu g\u00f6l\u00fcn, bu derdin ac\u0131s\u0131 varsa
\n\u00fcz\u00fclme g\u00f6z\u00fcm elbet i\u015fe yarar bir sihri var…<\/p>\n
(Sonra ya\u011fmur olup ya\u011facak…)
\n(\u00dczerine akaca\u011f\u0131m)<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7 olmayan \u00e7at\u0131m\u0131zdan daml\u0131yor su
\nA\u015fk\u0131m ila\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7tim neden a\u011fl\u0131yosun?
\nSonra di\u015flerini s\u0131k\u0131p i\u00e7inden, lan diyosun
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekli\u011fim senken yalanl\u0131yosun<\/p>\n
Tavr\u0131n hi\u00e7 bitmeyen film gibi, baz\u0131 zaman normal
\nMisal, gelmeyen sonlar
\nBasit bir tahminle 4 dakika su\u00e7luyumdur yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan seni
\nPeki ya sonra?<\/p>\n
Bu yolda senle durmak, sava\u015f\u0131m hep biz olmak
\nSava\u015f\u0131m biz olmak da sevdi\u011fim korkak
\nAc\u0131m, herkese sormak seni
\nY\u0131llarca s\u0131rt\u0131mdayd\u0131n, arkana d\u00f6n bak…<\/p>\n
Ve art\u0131k yorma beni… duru\u015fum senle \u015f\u0131kt\u0131
\nBen daha yaz g\u00f6rmedim sonbahar ne ara \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131
\nDile\u011fim beni unutman, i\u00e7imden s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsam
\nYang\u0131n als\u0131n her yan\u0131m\u0131,
\nA\u015fk hani \u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131?<\/p>\n
(G\u00f6rm\u00fcyorsun beni, bilmiyorsun…)
\n(Ve kasti duymuyorsun di mi?)
\n(Niye hissetmiyor elin?)
\n(\u00d6l\u00fcy\u00fcm kalbimi s\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan beri)<\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l bir intikam
\nGeriye bak, b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir inziva
\nDaha da iyisi var, uzatma art\u0131k
\nSen zarars\u0131z sansan da karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n zehri var…<\/p>\n
Bu yorgunlu\u011fun de\u011feri var
\nA\u015fk\u0131n, kalbin ve g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6nl\u00fc dar
\nBu evin, bu g\u00f6l\u00fcn, bu derdin ac\u0131s\u0131 varsa
\n\u00dcz\u00fclme g\u00f6z\u00fcm elbet i\u015fe yarar bir sihri var<\/p>\n
(G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri G\u00fcne\u015f beslicek beni…)
\n(Geceleri Ay)
\n(Her dolunayda yan\u0131nda olucam)<\/p>\n